right now the worst feeling in the world would have to be hanging up the phone with someone you love...really really love, on the other end. if i waited a year, then i know i can wait six more months, but seeing him for that little bit of time made it that much harder. what i wouldn't give to throw one of my legs over his and fall asleep to the rhythm of his breathing. you miss the little things the most when you can't have them.